Ohh so the part about the i didnt want to come down from that space.. 

Ahh this was about open heart meditation.. i only know 3 or 4 ppl who were actively practising that.. 

All 4 used to live in perth. 

So who of them confused themselves for me? 

One person i talked to regularly and one person msged me bc they thought about taking a trip and wanted to know which simcard provider to use he seemed pretty anxious and stressed.. i think at the time he was still with his gf that i also know.. i always wondered how she can even deal with him on a basic level.. its the typical omg shes way to nice for him. 

I know about him that he went through an insane amount of abuse as a child through the church he was in… why do I know that bc he told me about it when i was hanging out with him and his gf in a park having a picnic.. 

She was super understanding of his trauma.. i hadnt seen both of them in about 2 years when he msgs me. 

So the shit in the bathroom about being a few steps up was about the steps in open heart meditation..

??? Idk wtf that was in 2020 but i hadnt seen them in person since 2018. 

Yeah they have diff levels in open heart meditation bc there are steps that jesus is ascending on.. 🤡


I guess theres lots of catholic and also the other ones what are they called?? Its a smaller group of catholics like a different branch.. boarding houses in perth who need to get sued for child abuse